I'm close to quitting.
I'm a head full of angry unleashed tears and grinding teeth. Have you ever felt the odd crunch of a knee giving out on you? It's been a month. I'm upset. No MRI, no orthopod, no formal direction.
I guess it's time to shell out the big bucks and pay for this MRI on my own. I'm terrified. The prospect of surgery, the osteoarthritis, pain and IMMOBILITY . I'm no hardcore athlete by any means but I am a girl who finds solace in life with activity.
I wish I could turn back time and never touched those gym rings.
Instead, I want to decorate my walls with holes.
Stay strong Jane. You have everyones support at the box. You'll be able to pull through.
ReplyDeleteThanks Wesley, you guys have all been so supportive... I guess I just want answers. It's frustrating starting back at ground zero. Regardless, I will be back.
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